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Here and there ...


Been enjoying life in as much as I can. With the new home AND the great space that the backyard has to offer, I've been indulging in all that the backyard ecosystem provides.
I am not a bird watcher but I tell you, there are the most colourful birds that come into the garden to feed. My dog Taylor and Max the cat are having a field day just watching them fly above their heads and the squirrels that jump from one tree branch to another. It's a nice retreat. Especially after working 12 hr nights back to back. But the great thing is .. I'm whittling away at my humble debt and I may just accomplish my goal of being debt free.

My sister told me a few months ago, after stating that, "..after the move, I have no money to entertain them when they come down to visit." She said not to worry and that they would make do and that all that wat important was that we were together in one place. Then she told me that "being in debt is a way of life and to accept it"

Being in debt is a way of life??????

What the ..

Hmmm, that statement made me very, very umcomfortable. It made me realize how easy it is to comply to the ills of society .. and I SO did not want to be a part of it.

So with that in mind, I began to take things into my own hands and embark on a path more conducive to a more peace full life.

I started the colon cleanse that I had set out early in September then Hurricane Rita came knocking at our door, but did not even stay long enough to make her presence known (not in the part of Houston that I live in anyway ..)

The cleanse turned out to be a success. It gave me the motivation and energy to work over time to pay off some of the debt .. AND to purchase a used piano.

What with the delights of the garden and an opportunity to play again .. I cannot be more happier.

I DID intend to give a day to day account of the colon cleanse experience but as they cleansing ensued .. I found I was not interested in logging on to blog .. but to merely enjoy and take in how my body was responding to the cleanse.

I will post the pics of the product that came out on the 5th day (2nd day of the Liquid only part). I was pleased at the end result. I was exactly what I have seen online from others' who have done a similiar cleanse.

I encourage you to view the photos posted in the category "Journey of a Cleanse".

You may think me sicko for posting these .. but I see it this way. We all "shit'. It's a part of our bodily function. I will say that the photos are NOT of a bowel movement that consists of food debris .. but the toxic material that has been in my colon for years.

Here are some links to info on Colon Cleansing.

Colon Cleansing Kit

Here is what prompted me to finally DO IT!
13.10.05 23:30


WARNING: Photos for those that dare ...


As promised:

These are photos taken on the 5th day of the 8 day colon cleanse. As promised by the MAKERS of the colon cleansing kit that I used.


This is IT all clumped.


This is the product as above, only I took a stick to see if IT really was the rubber-like material that they said would come out.

Notice how IT did not break. I did not feel it 'per se' but I did notice the pattern IT had (sort of like the pattern of the shape of the colon wall as it twists inside your body. THIS PRODUCT is actually that of the toxic material that had been staying in my colon wall for years. It is not as large and thick as those that I have seen on the internet. I suppose that the fact that I juice fast for 3 days once a month and have cut out red meat and MOST meats altogether for the past 6 years now .. has made my colon NOT as toxic as most.

During my research on colon cleansing, I came upon
THIS. After reading it and looking at THEIR photos .. I was convinced that I needed to do the same.

I apologize if I have offended anyone that has not been forewarned about the photos. I feel that it is WORTH SHARING.

Perhaps my being a nurse has definitely made me immune to bodily products and fluids .. but let me say this. We eliminate waste from our body's daily .. so WE KNOW what we know. These photos are no less disturbing, than seeing news reels of someone who got murdered or raped or decapitated.

The CLEANSE was one of the best things I have even done for my body and my SELF. IT has motivated me to see what things in my life I need to focus on and to DO. It has also given me tremendous amounts of energy to do what I need to do. I LOVE not feeling 'heavy' inside me.

I feel lighter, my skin looks and feels better, and my eczema is virtually GONE! Not to mention a more slimmer silhouette! )
13.10.05 23:55


Why are they so cruel?


Is it me, or are 50 something women (nurses, anyway) so negative and skeptical and down right mean?

No not all .. just some.

I don't understand it.

I hear them say awful things about their peers, when their peers are not present. They complain, put down, degrade, make fun of .. and then the next time .. act like they are good friends?!

Get real.

Then they have the gaul (sp?) to tell me that I need a reality check, everytime I try to defend the ones that are not there.

A reality check? Yeah .. whatever.

Nurses truly eat their young. Is this not a sad thing to see within a profession who's foundation is based on CARING????

Karma is a Karma does.

Bless their foul thoughts and words, for they know not what they do. )



17.10.05 07:29


STOP playing the RACE CARD! MOVE ON!


People of colour (ANY colour, I have to say that so that no one DARES to call me a racist. Oh, and by the way, I consider WHITE a colour as well, and please don't throw the "White is the absence of colour" speech) that form organizations and associations that tout their own agenda and point out the failures of, lack of, or what have you by the other communities ARE being RACIST themselves.

I am tired of this BLAME GAME that certain communities in the U.S. are playing on the mishap prior to, during and after the Hurricane Katrina fiasco.

Granted the devastation and aftermath of Hurricane Katrina is PROFOUND, but to FILE A lawsuit against the Federal Government for not having responded sooner in the aid of these Katrina victims ... come fuckin' ON, people!

Give it UP!

STOP Playing the Race Card.

You can call out all the "What if's ...." all you want: "What if these people were mostly white? What if these people were not poor?"

What if You just shut up and focus on re-building!

STOP wasting your energy and money and time on feeding off these negative emotions and focus on MOVING ON.

Crap, I just wasted my time blogging about this.

MOVING ON .......
18.10.05 08:01


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